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Sharing All the More of My Sexual Self, Virtually
Written by Tara Tainton   
Sunday, 01 July 2007 00:00
I'm pushing myself again, crossing my own boundaries... or at least, those that I never thought to cross before. And it gets me excited, thrilled to discover this newest sexual side of myself, eager to get to know yet another version of who I am as a sexual adult so full of surprises.

Every now and then, I'll find myself remembering former versions of myself, who I was in different past relationships, through my own thoughts and dreams, and as my own perspective of the world and others expanded over time. And those past selves and bundle of beliefs and considerations always strike me as funny, maybe a bit charming, and so, so different from who and where I am now. Especially when it comes to sex.

The recent news of fetish model Michelle Aston's new site had me recalling my more stifled sexual self again. I read the captivating description of her own sexual evolution. Long before her current place in sex culture, she was a geeky scientist, focused on her more mental self perhaps, and the typical mother. Somewhere along the way, her own curiosity and open-mindedness, no doubt, pushed her out of that box and to some of the very extremes of the sexual spectrum. She's a renowned fetish model, still pushing her own sexual boundaries; there seems to be nothing holding her back from changing her own appearance, direction, and new goals now. She's tested her own personal limits, her truest, most honest self has emerged to the surface and in

And somewhere in my own past is the A+ student fascinated with science and math, going to one of the country's leading engineering schools to study chemical engineering, wearing the same personal style she did throughout childhood, completely averse to showing cleavage, and content to intend to sexually know only one man her entire life. Now, look at me! There's a lot to say for an ounce of childlike curiosity, the foundation of an open mind, and a desire to explore the world in full...

Here I am, a bit in awe of - and very grateful for - how my own sensual side has evolved. Really, how in the world did I get to where I am now, especially in the form of exuberantly taking on the role of your WebMistress on this very site. Of course, I know the little steps throughout my life that led me here; but it's still amusing to consider the great gap between that 18-year-old virgin and shy prude and this 32-year-old, open-minded and insatiably sexually explorative woman looking back at me in the mirror now.


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Tara's First Nude Photo... Ever

And what an exhibitionist I've become... all in the path of my own sexual discovery. My own sexual self has evolved by leaps in bounds just in the past few years. A great deal of it is documented right here on TaraTainton.com. I wear the evolution of my sexuality and sensuality openly, and it's only natural that that has led to sharing myself publicly here... visually, audibly, literally, and in so many various ways. Somehow, sexuality is more real, more valued and respected, and more inspiring when shared publicly. It's my official coming out as a sexual being.

As time goes on, I just want to know more of myself, test my own interest in various facets of sexuality, taste a bit of all that's out there so that I know I'm not missing a single opportunity to grow... that I'm not limiting myself from naturally becoming who I really am somewhere deep inside. Somehow, that drew me to the online world as well. Is there a better, safer, or more welcoming place to explore?

Audacia Ray Naked on the InternetIt's no wonder there's a need and a wealth of material for Audacia Ray's newest novel, Naked on the Internet, especially in how the internet is playing such an integral role in the evolving sexuality of women themselves. That's exactly why I wanted to share my own path to the adult web in her research. There's no doubt about it. The web offers something truly encouraging for the sexual explorer.

We'll never run out of sexual aspects to explore.

And as I've ventured recently into sharing audio orgasms and I'm stockpiling my own audio tales in exploring my oral curiosities, video is what's peeking my interest most recently. Yep, I'm excited about a new way to share with you, another way to test my limits and see just what I have to offer myself and others sexually.

I was checking out Danni.com's daily virtual lap dance that I'm so fascinated with and fond of. It's an awesome idea and very sexy to watch. What's cooler than a video clip, playing right there in front of you, featuring a sexy, busty model naturally postured, posing provocatively, and strip dancing for you virtually as if she's right there on your own lap? I love watching each day's new model and her own individual style of turning on her virtual object of affection.

But only today, did I realize how fun of a concept the video is for me. That could be me... first, dressed in something appetizing from my own wardrobe, then slowly stripping it all off and showing off in one of the very few erotic dances I've ever given... all from the perspective of the lucky man - or woman - sitting before me and indulging in a personal erotic show.

You could be that privileged voyeur, the special recipient of a personal virtual lap dance courtesy of your own WebMistress. How fun would that be?!

Oh, and the possibilities and variations are endless! The different outfits, different roles to play, different features of my little striptease. Yes, I'll have to start planning some scenes and see where my video ventures take me.

Are you up for it?

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Tara and Her Friends & Fans 2008-07-01 16:10
BTExpress
07/01/2007 12:21 PM
You look amazing in the photo. Kudos to the photographer too. I'm sure I can speak for all of your readers and say the video of you that you described, would be well received.

Tara, your Virtual WebMistress
07/01/2007 12:30 PM
One vote's enough for me to give it a try! Feel free to offer detailed suggestions, BT. ;)

osbasso
07/01/2007 01:46 PM
Adding video to all that you've given us so far would bring the experience of "Tara" almost to the brink of perfection. Only meeting you in person could be better. Oh, yeah! It IS so much better! May I assume you have a good pirate wench outfit?

Tara, your Adventurous WebMistress
07/01/2007 02:16 PM
Oooh, I love the idea of bringing virtual lovers to the "brink." ;)!

Unfortunately... I don't have a pirate wench outfit, Os!! :( I must get one...

Dan
07/01/2007 07:43 PM
Tara, I know that I would LOVE to be one of the first to SEE you in action. I know what you did to me when I heard you describe and play with yourself, but to SEE you, oh man, that sounds like heaven. I hope you decide to do it, and show us the beaytiful woman we all log on to hear and read so frequently. Dan

Sexentric
07/01/2007 08:07 PM
Oh, Tara! Well my powers of imagination are up to the task and I can predict that the experience would be wholly enjoyable for both parties! Wondeful as ever and the pic above is a real tasteful treat. You are an inspiration always. Yours, Sexentric

Tara, your Excited WebMistress
07/02/2007 06:41 AM
Dan, thank you so much for sharing your opinion and offering your encouragement. No doubt, I'll be thinking of you while filming! xoxo

Sexentric, be sure to share some of your imaginings to provide stimulus for my new video! ;)
Tara and Her Friends & Fans 2008-07-01 16:13
Garsoc
07/04/2007 06:16 PM
While it goes without saying, I'll say it anyway... you have a fantastic physique, and a wonderfully erotic mind. Is there a place where we may see more of you, notwithstanding the HNT images you post? The thumbnail you posted to link to this page is especially gorgeous.

Tara, your Admiring WebMistress
07/05/2007 12:58 AM
Thank you for the compliments, Garsoc, and welcome to my intimate site!

You can actually find me all over this site... in the photos at the top of every page and I've posted several photo galleries featuring myself in my Voyeur's View blog. Just check the drop-down menu for all of the "WebMistress Feature Gallery" listings... I hope you enjoy them! ;) xoxo

Vasper Janik
07/07/2007 11:23 AM
My eyes have once again been given the delicate treat of a new view of your ever fascinating figure Tara. The large breast atop the crispness of rib cage is a personal favorite visual pleasure for me. Another layer has been stripped and laid bare for us all. You are took kind to share yourself and open yourself up in such a slow and teasing fashion. Don't stop!

david
07/07/2007 03:46 PM
loved the nude of you--very sexy little body, my best to you!!!

Tara, your Considering WebMistress
07/07/2007 04:39 PM
Thank you, David! And for helping me realize I haven't taken any new shots in a long while and need to set up a photo shoot just to share here. ;) xoxo

The Fury
07/09/2007 12:01 AM
Sexy outfits, private lap dances...all of it sounds absolutely delicious. You have my vote, encouragement and request...sexy slow music. Go for it, Tara

Tara, your Anxious WebMistress
07/09/2007 04:15 PM
Thanks so much for the suggestion, Fury! I hadn't even considered any musical accompaniment. Hmmm... I wonder what I'd actually choose to strip to? I might actually have a stripping-themed CD lying around somewhere! ;)
Tara and Her Friends & Fans 2008-07-01 16:18
Joey
07/23/2007 10:41 PM
wow Tara, that shot is absolutely stunning! And I'm with BT...would love to see some video of you brought to the site.

Garsoc
07/30/2007 07:51 PM
Stupid question... I see thumbnails in the links, but in some cases, the lovely photos in the thumbnails are not on the subsequent pages. Am I missing something, or just confused by the sudden blood loss resulting from looking at your photos? :)

Tara, your Adoring WebMistress
07/31/2007 07:15 AM
Garsoc, I certainly wouldn't want to leave you unsatisfied! You'd have to let me know which thumbnail images you're referring to so I can check the links for accuracy. xoxo

Nicho
08/05/2007 10:22 PM
Tara, I love the fact that you shared your nude photo (I took my first ones ever last year) and I'd love to see you performing the striptease. As for ideas there's several standards that a woman with your looks could pull off that would inspire your fans; the sexy librarian who has leather underneath, catholic school girl, and naughty nurse just to name a few, but personally I'd love to see you in and then out of a uniform. ;) Nicho

Tara, your Eager WebMistress
08/06/2007 09:35 AM
Nicho, I love your suggestions! Thank you so much for taking the time to leave them... you even seem to have guessed a bit of my own personality. That inner "geek" in me will certainly shine through erotically as a naughty librarian! :) xoxo

Nicho
08/06/2007 09:52 PM
Yeah, I can definately picture an officers kid turned liberated spirit, with the talent to be a webmistress making an awesome naughty librarian... Of course with your looks, figure, and raw sexuality if you chose to let yourself be free you could make anything hot... xoxo Nicho

Tara, your Evolving WebMistress
08/07/2007 02:38 AM
Nicho, with your kind of support, I think I could do anything. ;) Thank you. xoxo
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