| Sharing All the More of My Sexual Self, Virtually |
| Written by Tara Tainton | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
| Sunday, 01 July 2007 00:00 | ||||||||||||||||||||||||
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I'm pushing myself again, crossing my own boundaries... or at least, those that
I never thought to cross before. And it gets me excited, thrilled to discover
this newest sexual side of myself, eager to get to know yet another version of
who I am as a sexual adult so full of surprises. Every now and then, I'll find myself remembering former versions of myself, who I was in different past relationships, through my own thoughts and dreams, and as my own perspective of the world and others expanded over time. And those past selves and bundle of beliefs and considerations always strike me as funny, maybe a bit charming, and so, so different from who and where I am now. Especially when it comes to sex. The recent news of fetish model Michelle Aston's new site had me recalling my more stifled sexual self again. I read the captivating description of her own sexual evolution. Long before her current place in sex culture, she was a geeky scientist, focused on her more mental self perhaps, and the typical mother. Somewhere along the way, her own curiosity and open-mindedness, no doubt, pushed her out of that box and to some of the very extremes of the sexual spectrum. She's a renowned fetish model, still pushing her own sexual boundaries; there seems to be nothing holding her back from changing her own appearance, direction, and new goals now. She's tested her own personal limits, her truest, most honest self has emerged to the surface and in And somewhere in my own past is the A+ student fascinated with science and math, going to one of the country's leading engineering schools to study chemical engineering, wearing the same personal style she did throughout childhood, completely averse to showing cleavage, and content to intend to sexually know only one man her entire life. Now, look at me! There's a lot to say for an ounce of childlike curiosity, the foundation of an open mind, and a desire to explore the world in full... Here I am, a bit in awe of - and very grateful for - how my own sensual side has evolved. Really, how in the world did I get to where I am now, especially in the form of exuberantly taking on the role of your WebMistress on this very site. Of course, I know the little steps throughout my life that led me here; but it's still amusing to consider the great gap between that 18-year-old virgin and shy prude and this 32-year-old, open-minded and insatiably sexually explorative woman looking back at me in the mirror now. ![]() Tara's First Nude Photo... Ever And what an exhibitionist I've become... all in the path of my own sexual discovery. My own sexual self has evolved by leaps in bounds just in the past few years. A great deal of it is documented right here on TaraTainton.com. I wear the evolution of my sexuality and sensuality openly, and it's only natural that that has led to sharing myself publicly here... visually, audibly, literally, and in so many various ways. Somehow, sexuality is more real, more valued and respected, and more inspiring when shared publicly. It's my official coming out as a sexual being. As time goes on, I just want to know more of myself, test my own interest in various facets of sexuality, taste a bit of all that's out there so that I know I'm not missing a single opportunity to grow... that I'm not limiting myself from naturally becoming who I really am somewhere deep inside. Somehow, that drew me to the online world as well. Is there a better, safer, or more welcoming place to explore?
We'll never run out of sexual aspects to explore. And as I've ventured recently into sharing audio orgasms and I'm stockpiling my own audio tales in exploring my oral curiosities, video is what's peeking my interest most recently. Yep, I'm excited about a new way to share with you, another way to test my limits and see just what I have to offer myself and others sexually. I was checking out Danni.com's daily virtual lap dance that I'm so fascinated with and fond of. It's an awesome idea and very sexy to watch. What's cooler than a video clip, playing right there in front of you, featuring a sexy, busty model naturally postured, posing provocatively, and strip dancing for you virtually as if she's right there on your own lap? I love watching each day's new model and her own individual style of turning on her virtual object of affection. But only today, did I realize how fun of a concept the video is for me. That could be me... first, dressed in something appetizing from my own wardrobe, then slowly stripping it all off and showing off in one of the very few erotic dances I've ever given... all from the perspective of the lucky man - or woman - sitting before me and indulging in a personal erotic show. You could be that privileged voyeur, the special recipient of a personal virtual lap dance courtesy of your own WebMistress. How fun would that be?! Oh, and the possibilities and variations are endless! The different outfits, different roles to play, different features of my little striptease. Yes, I'll have to start planning some scenes and see where my video ventures take me. Are you up for it?
3.23 Copyright (C) 2007 Alain Georgette / Copyright (C) 2006 Frantisek Hliva. All rights reserved." |
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