On the Prowl

Written by Tara Tainton

Saturday, 22 May 2010 10:32

I'm coming out... as a woman on the prowl... a 30-something single gal in the height of her sexual prime and actively hunting for a mate. Marriage? A boyfriend? Partner? Who needs 'em! Been there, done that. What I need, long for, and am craving more now than ever before in my life is a straight up, down and dirty, hot blooded lover... I'll settle for a few good men.

Something happened to me the other week. Something in me was reawakened. Call her the inner goddess all of us women carry within us... or maybe this is just what happens when one has good sex, the kind when you realize from the get go that your lover-of-the-moment is in sync with you, shares your same sense of sexual exploration, and likes to follow the ebb and flow of a good fuck just as you do. Oh, yes, I finally GOT LAID. I'll admit - being the Midwestern born girl next door gone porn that I am - I hadn't had sex in an exceptionally long time.

hot couple in lingerie and underwear having lusty casual sex

In fact, it had been over a year. Not yet a year and a half... but over a fully fleshed out year. I'd broken my previous record length for a "dry spell" that was formerly at just one year. Yes, seeing how it seems to be confession time: your porn star webmistress who dwells daily in the lusty world of eroticism and delivers up your own fulfilled fantasies to you daily, hadn't gotten laid in over a year.

Okay, now on to the good part! That good root affected me greatly. I'll save my lover-of-the-other-week getting a big head (though, his was quite a nice size, I might point out), and contribute the fantastic results of the experience to my being sexually active again. I hadn't been looking before, just keeping an eye out. I hadn't been hunting for a lover, I'd been focused on myself, my business, my other needs, even your needs and requests I receive daily. Sure... you can probably blame my previous partner as well. The end of the relationship left me tired of the annoyances and challenges presented by a partner not quite in sync with myself. I'd had my fill for a while.

Enough to last me a year. Apparently.

And the other week, the dry spell was broken... kindly attended to by a long time acquaintance after an amusing discussion about our past sexual experiences, what we do and do not seek in lovers, and the fact that I hadn't had sex in over a year. The next thing you know... an awkward first kiss turned into lots of lusty great ones, mutual stripping, lots of position swapping, all that great first-time exploration of another human body, and even a few heated, deep-throated mumbles of how we both like to play submissive and have a turn at being the dominant one when getting down to business. It was good sex. Better yet, it proved the potential for incredible sex... lots of role play perhaps, a mutual appreciation for non-vanilla variety, and maybe even a nice little fuck buddy arrangement. After all, I'd mentioned before the dirty deed was done that I consider "friends with benefits" to be the ideal relationship.

Fast forward a day... I felt sexually charged again, all the more womanly again, ready to show off my fit female body in every manner (and position) possible. Something really had been reawakened in me. Even my video work benefited from it. There's been a new spring in my step, a new naughty glint in my eyes, and another level of realism added to the erotic work I carry out on camera day in and day out. I got some, and now, I really, really, really want more.

I want to experience that male body all the more. I want to sharpen my skills, hone all my "tools," and exercise this newly fit and toned body for all that it's worth. I want to be regularly sexually active. I want to recharge that aspect of myself, fill the batteries to capacity, and keep the damn things charged for good now.

I woke up with cum dripping between my thighs the next morning. My hair smelled of the scent of the man I'd slept with. My body ached for having moved and tensed and rocked in ways it hadn't in a long time. I thought of the man that had been inside me the night before, and my pussy instantly swelled with fresh wanting... and that lasted for days. I was recharged, energized, my sex drive pulsing again.

And I realized something else too. No man has ever benefited, in person, from my finely tuned seduction, teasing, or dominance play. No man has enjoyed my amazing wardrobe of carefully chosen erotic accoutrement or role playing expertise face-to-face. And someone damn well should be. I haven't had a partner or lover since beginning my solo work when my sexual intelligence, exploratory nature, and personal pleasures have truly been tested... and since mastered.

I put my all into my videos. My true self embodies every one of them. When I turn off the camera, I'm high on eroticism, energized by the active role I just lived out, totally turned on and heart pumping from experiencing the sexy scenario I carried out. That energy and desire needs an outlet. I need to be able to carry that over to an active sexual life and lovers. I want to grow my skills, hone those roles I've come to love and claim as my own, and reap the benefits of fulfilling a lover's fantasy face-to-face. I want to be able to add that new sexual charge to each and every one of my videos created.

When it comes down to it, I got fucked, and I want more. Right now! I'm horny as hell, feeling more womanly and alive and sexy than ever, and I want to experience more men... to be turned on by their individual thoughts and minds, take pleasure in their desire to explore my own body and mind, and feel the energy they have to eagerly exchange with me.

Thus, I've declared the onset of an official hunt... the dedication of a specific mission. I'm wholeheartedly and actively on the prowl. I've never been more ready for a crazy, active, flustered, fulfilling life of frequent sex. I've never had a higher sex drive than at this moment. I've never had more to offer a potential partner, nor have I had more desire to explore and discover that masculine element.

The mission is to seek potential partners and fulfill my sexual needs. I want it, and I deserve it. I've worked hard, and now, I'm going to play harder. Not just any men will do... I'm seeking those with a level of desire and sense of sexual playfulness that rivals my own with a sexy mind and body to match. Not easy to come by... but as long as I'm actively on the hunt, my prey will make themselves known to me.

Now... just who is going to benefit from experiencing a porn star with a year's worth of pent-up sexual frustration and finely tuned sexual repertoire? Will my current one-night stand of the other week choose to become a regular fuck buddy? Will I meet a myriad of suitable men mature enough for safe and sincere casual sex on a frequent basis? Will I come across a brand new long-term partner meeting all my needs and then some? Will I end up with a daring masculine soul ready and willing to strut his stuff on camera for the benefit of all?

I'll be sure to let you know...