Tara Tainton

I am officially in love with a specific part of my body, my new favorite part of my body. Does it have a name? I don't know. You tell me. I just think it's delicious... and so is getting to know your body over the years, finally becoming "best friends" with it, and developing true adoration for every nook and cranny. That's something notoriously hard for us women to do.

Ah, but it feels so good when you do finally learn to appreciate yourself... every goddamn inch.

I have my ventures into adult video to thank for having a truly healthy self-image for the first time. And what a grand thing that is to have as a woman when you're 35th birthday is looming around the corner. I'm fuckin' excited about it! I'm looking and feeling better than I ever have before... all because I've grown incredibly beautiful, strong, and confident on the inside. It's shining through. You can spot it in every single video I do.

All right, aside from a healthy self-esteem and body image, my video work pulls double duty when it comes to encouraging me to love my own body. Literally, I've reviewed a pre-recorded video clip only to see myself on film and think to myself, "oh, you're so cute!" Or "nice pose, girl!" or some other "you did a great job with that one" in praise for myself. And, on occasion, I even feel a "wow... that part of yourself is really sexy."

There's something powerful about a true-life introvert, who was once too shy, even in her early 20s, to call up pizza delivery because it meant talking to a total stranger, being able to see herself through others' eyes (in this case, the "eye" of the camera lens) and recognize that her inner strength, enthusiasm, and sense of fun is all visible. You can't deny strength and confidence that's so publicly visible. Nor can you deny beauty - that kind that permeates beyond skin and shape or the mere passage of time - when it's shining through your own actions, your own childlike smile, and your own excited eyes.

So, today, I realized a new favorite part of my own body. It started catching my eye weeks ago. And it makes me smile. You see, I once disliked my very own bum, yes, my own little ass because I thought it was too flat and had no womanly shape to it. I looked at it from the side... flat. I wondered if I sat down more than the average person and created that flat booty all myself. Such a sad thought. And then, I saw my ass on film for the first time...

I saw it bend this way and over that way... getting fucked from behind in gallant doggie style or posing in a fashion serving to call my lover hither. What do you know? I've got a bit of "back." Yeah, I've got some curves. Well, and the letters from fans certainly help. When strangers praise your ass and ask to be permitted to worship it via video, you begin to worship your own ass as well.

And a deeper appreciation of my own ass grew. I really love that little crease under the cheeks where my rounded ass folds over the backs of my thighs. It's like a little smile... well, more like a big silly grin. Yes, I even love the way my ass squishes when I walk. Oh, yeah. I've actually taken the time to watch myself walk away from my bedroom mirror while nude. I like how an ass with cushion smooshes up... as if the cheeks are kissing the thighs they sit upon, thanking them for forming such an elegant, flattering pedestal.

This is my new favorite part of my body.

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Jarrod Kirksey | 2009-10-11 19:16 Well, I for one never had an issue with it. It's always been a nice one in my eyes.

Tara, your Old Friend and WebMistress | 2009-10-11 20:24 Ah, but the folks at home would much rather hear what it's like to see my little ass this way now considering you may be the only visitor who also knew me in high school, Jarrod! ;) Hope you're doing fine and damn terrific these days. :)

Woody  - YOur bum   | 2009-12-06 21:37 Yes, it is a beautiful ass and I loved seeing it and reading about it. I have a post about ass play at my blog. Feel free to visit adn let me know what you think.

Tara, your Bare Assed WebMistress | 2009-12-07 12:25 Thank you, Woody! You can discuss my bum any old day. ;) Thank you for the intro to your own blog! xoxo

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