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He just might be keen to the idea. That’s right. I may be sharing homemade hardcore video for the first time in 2 1/2 years. I think my lover’s finally warming to the notion of permitting my video camera in the bedroom with us. I’m so excited, so eager to play on film in ways I never have before and just can’t in solo productions. I can’t wait to embody the full definition of “porn star” once again.
We’ve discussed the idea, and my lover is a full supporter of my work and business. He loves learning of fetish play he’s never been exposed to, of others’ fantasies that imitate his own, of new ways I’m asked to perform on camera that get him all hot and bothered as well. He wants to contribute to my video catalog and the pleasure of the masses… while the most obvious way for him to do so – and to have the most fun at it – is to fulfill the role of “stunt cock.”
Isn’t it every man’s dream? …to show off your stamina in a home video for you and your partner to view together? …to personally film the woman who turns you on so much and loves your cock like no other before her? …to allow your own cock to be used in the most delicious ways?
And yet, my lover is a shy one. I have to be gentle… to coax and lure him, maybe without him even being conscious of it. I wonder if he’d even utter a word or a groan on camera, even while I’m sucking on his delicious cock-pop and teasing him in all his favorite ways I’ve spent the last months discovering. I wonder if he’ll be more turned on or less. I wonder if he’ll have the notion to grab the camera himself and show you, the potential audience, exactly what he sees, exactly what you would see as a participant in his place, exactly what he’s personally come to most enjoy about inviting me to be his lover.
Do I need a formal discussion over dinner to schedule in a filmed sexual session? Would he be more comfortable if I formally explained exactly what I want to do to him on film and how I want to show off how much he turns me on? Do I need to take him completely by surprise, just jump right in with the camera unexpectedly in hand, and force him into realizing how truly natural it is to have a camera in the room with us during intimate play?
I’ll find a way. I can’t wait long. He’s growing more receptive day by day. I feel a new video coming on, a rebirth of my hardcore video fun.
There’s going to be a hot cock appearing in a sexy TTXXX scene soon, hopefully not just a cameo! And if I can succeed at showing my lover just how comfortable, content, and pleasured one can be while sharing intimate fun with a flattering, eager fan base, I just may be able to introduce that incredibly erotic hardcore element to every fetish genre I’ve loved filming for the past few years for you.
Keep your fingers crossed for me. This year is going to be full of sexy surprises. I can feel it.
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