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Six cycles of peroxide bleaching, washing, conditioning, and rinsing... one haircut... one cycle of toning... and ELEVEN AND A HALF HOURS later... I'm a sandy blonde. I'm looking into the mirror at someone completely different... yet as familiar as an aspect of myself that is now more free to rise to the surface and take charge of her surroundings and situations. There's a new blonde in town...
I was worried... as I sat there hour after hour watching my hair and my own image change so drastically and pass through so many not-so-pretty phases of partial bleaching, still-naturally-dark roots, and tons of red, pink, and frizzy soda orange. And I was so disappointed to further learn that due to past coloring with those lovely red highlights I loved so much, my hair would fight the lightening all along the way and ultimately, need a one-month or so break to repair itself before platinum blondedom could be achieved.
My face seemed to wash away as the naturally dark color was slowly drained from my hair. I figured, "as a blonde, I need to start wearing more makeup." My dark eyes suddenly don't stand out as much, and my hair is nearly the same color as my golden skin. I need a darker tan... and I can't wait to finalize - or merely continue - the process of change that I love so much as I reach the preferred shade of what "blonde" symbolizes to me as a lifelong non-blonde.
But I do love this angelic, multi-toned, golden shade. I look in the mirror and appear totally "not me," but strangely very me. I'm beginning to appreciate all the more the advantage of age. The idea of "me" isn't so attached to my physical appearance anymore... definitely not like it was when I first chopped my long locks short to male-military-issue length as a college student and immediately felt out of place for a seemingly never ending period of regrowth.
No, this is me. And the difference in first impression and surface appearance triggers my mind to explore more of my own inner multi-coloredness. This is going to be fun...
 Hello, Boys... (*in a throaty voice*)
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