Delicious Fantasy

Written by Tara Tainton

Monday, 15 June 2009 18:52

I think I've fallen in love with sexual fantasies again. Never having relied on them much, I don't have too many already stockpiled and ready to go when I'm in need of one, vibrator in hand and permitted a private moment alone. My fantasies have always been so generic: a first kiss with a stranger here, the nice feeling of a cock slipping into my pussy there... But now, they're getting specific.

I'm having an incredible amount of fun building up my personal mental catalog of fantasy scenarios and sexual scripts lately. Okay, so they center around one particular male acquaintance... and all within the last couple of weeks. What can I say? I have to put some face to my fantasies!

This time, it's not about getting fucked in the real world or even a new body or personality to explore. I'm not yearning for a real touch... though I can't say that I'd deny the opportunity if my quiet friend chose to focus on making a move. I'm only human! ...and such a sexual explorer!

In so few days and hot nights, I've come up with a gazillion scenarios. We've "done it" in my living room, in my bedroom, at a party, and at a club. We've enjoyed lasting foreplay, a first kiss, a first fuck, tons of feeling one another up, and I've received some great oral. We've explored each other in the great outdoors on a long hike alone together, we've pressed one another up against a tree, and I've stripped him down to his nude, manly body without a single complaint from him. We've barely talked... my mind's not wandering to mere words. I'm in it for his body. You know, the one I've never actually touched... aside from enjoying a few of the most fantastic hugs anyone's ever given me.

And I think I get it now.... how those in circumstances, relationships, or mere locations they've chosen that prevent them from personally exploring any and every individual they're remotely sexually attracted to live out such a fruitful and multi-faceted sexual life through fantasy alone. I've never been much of an "imaginer." I'm much more of a doer when it comes to sex. When I'm interested in someone, totally turned on by them mind, body, and soul, they know it. Right away and practically immediately. I don't waste time. Why should I? And that leaves little up to the imagination.

I have to say, it's fun being on this end of the sexual encounter, taking the time to enjoy a bit of pre-activity imaginings. Likely, imaginings that will never come to fruition. It's just for me. I'm just using his image. In my mind, I can explore the thick thighs I'm turned on by and have glimpsed in boxer shorts, I can actually feel the biceps I've caught myself staring at, and I can see what's beneath that t-shirt and in those pants. And all those masculine parts want to explore me too.

I really love the fact that in real life, he's never flirted, never hinted, never taken the role of most every other man who's ever made my acquaintance. He's not pursuing me; he's being himself: happy, content, high on life. He's not hiding behind jokes to shyly tell me what he wants of me or to do to me; he treats me like an equal: equally interesting, intelligent, confident, independent, and so much more than a sex object. All the easier for me to use him - explicitly, endlessly, and downright dirtily - with my mind!

I just have to say: thank-you for the orgasms, my friend... and existing in the real world, before my very eyes, so that I can memorize enough detail to allow me to later put the information all to good use as I take advantage of you without your permission.

Fantasy is incredible!

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| 2009-06-17 07:12

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