Tara Tainton

I'm completely exhausted. I can't even move. My legs are shaking, no... quivering from toe to ass. I feel weak, dehydrated, like I'm just gonna tip over and pass out at any moment. How much more of this is humanly possible? I mean, how much sex can one person have... consistently... on a twice daily basis and SURVIVE?!?!?!

In an effort to blog more, be more "present," and indulge in spending more time on this site that I've loved and nurtured for so very long, here I am! It's hard... when your work is sex itself... to remember that although setting up a video camera and filming my own most private moments, habits, and body parts regularly is mundane and "normal" for me, it isn't to the majority of those in the world. I've got so many funny tales, behind-the-scenes tips, tricks, and true mishaps, and nitty-gritty reality of the adult biz to share, and I haven't been including most of it here in my beloved blog.

It's time to change all that. I actually need to slap myself back into reality... you know, your reality where filming and sharing your sex life and all your personal secrets isn't a daily routine... and what's become so normal and expected in my own life still has superb shock value, wholehearted humor, and exceptional entertainment value.

I'm so very much and still that real girl and well rounded woman through all of my new exploration and personal directions that it tends to shock others in "the biz" that I come across or may work with. Yeah... I'm still the chick just trying to keep her freelance career going so she never has to "answer to the man" or do a damn thing she doesn't feel like, genuinely enjoy, and wholeheartedly love doing. Hell, that should be my mantra!

And it's that very perspective of mine, that gift of being grounded, that allows me to... well, laugh and giggle and survive through all that the adult industry has to throw at me. And it gives me that awesome ability and audacity to give away all the industry's secrets.... the good, the bad, and the downright disgusting. !!! I never did believe in a real purpose for secrets or guarded information or nondisclosure.

So, after that little speech of mine.... permit me a few more seconds to make a promise to you, my sexy friends new and old. I'm going to tell it all, the good and the bad, the funny and the sad, the dirty, the naughty, the sexy, and the sordid. Just because I've been exposed to it (more like dunked headfirst into it), I'm dying to blog more, it's all downright entertaining really, and .........well, I do whatever I feel like.

And I'm going to remember what blogging is all about and why I started one or two or more in the first place. My life is unique, my perspective is unique, and we all love feeling more connected to ourselves and others in the world by learning what others and their lives are actually like and sharing more about our own.

And that brings me to how my day has been. Probably not like yours. I'm currently working on a video project like none I've participated in before. It was my good friend RampantEd of Porn 2.Oh! who applied the term "sexumentary" to my current adult gig. That's exactly what it is.

A certain adult website specializing in amateur home sex movies sets itself apart from the rest by featuring a kind of "day in the love life" of real couples. They're not about offering one feisty sex scene or even a few featuring an amateur couple but rather, a very real feeling look into the home life of that sexy couple. And they choose to use the term "love life" rather than "sex life," because that's exactly what they want: the waking up, the showering, the funny moments, the banter, the actual daily life of each couple that includes lots of sexy fun. How cool is that?

Why am I so worn out at the moment? Well, the work to complete an adequate video submission for the site requires filming at least one hour out of each day of my home life and sexual play for a full week. That's 7 hours of homemade adult video and out of my real daily life. It's a HUGE task.

Normally, I grant myself breaks between projects... days off from sex all together or video all together. This time, I'm locked in for 7 days. And believe it or not, an hour is a long time to keep the tape rolling in this business and especially, to keep things entertaining. I'm almost through day 5, and I'm plain tuckered out! I could barely make myself come in the shower a few minutes ago. My arm gave out! I just wanted to slide down into the tub and lie there. So many orgasms, too much physical exertion, and... perhaps I need to start a physical fitness regime just to keep this up. Sex is downright exhausting.

And I have to figure out how and when to capture another exciting, super sexy 20 minutes yet tonight. Good grief.

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michael g.b. | 2008-09-10 09:31 TARA worn out?????? oh noooo! i read somewhere that a good dose of "sex' can rejuvenate and boost a person's energy! can't hurt to try! :)

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