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Whomever deduced that women enter their sexual prime in their 30s wasn't kidding. Sexual opportunity abounds these days, the air's electric all around me, and sexual impulse and confidence is actually coursing through my veins. I feel so much more female as I grow more mature, so very much more confident, sexually empowered, and sexually ALIVE.
It's no wonder at all that my personal debut in amateur porn and adult video occurred just last year as 2008 began. I'm at the peak of my sexual existence. I've come into my own. My desires, my body, and my sexually driven mind and soul are all merged as one. Finally.
I know what I want. Exactly what I want. I have a beautiful array of past and recent relationships to thank for a finely tuned sense of what turns me on. Even if, more often than not, that knowledge and confirmation comes in the form of those turn offs.
I know myself now. I'm brave and adventurous enough to experiment with types of men and play and sexual interaction and humble enough to reconfirm that much experimentation isn't actually needed. The answers I need, I already have. I know what drives me wild, what catches my eye, and what manages to hold my attention when it comes to men.
I know my preferences, and I love catering to my fetishes. I love entertaining all my fantasies, and knowing full well that the entire world... truly is my oyster. That's awareness and confidence that doesn't come in your 20s or teens. You require a couple decades to play and experience and touch and sense and feel until you just know.
Mmmmm... I look upon my past relationships with real, delicious affection. They're tasty morsels in my memory, and I love and appreciate each one of them, now more than ever, for everything they taught me and everything especially delightful about each one of my previous men. So much so that I can't wait to add to the list!
I've been there and done that. I know what matters to me and what doesn't. I know exactly which kind of sexual play I like and all the ways I have yet to experiment and explore. How fantastic to be free and confident, self-appreciative and risk-embracing, at this most amazing period of my sexual life! So many men, so many different experiences, and all the time in the world to taste them all...
My very body is the most beautiful it's ever been. I can claim that honestly. I've loved it so well as I've learned to appreciate and admire every curve and every detail, that it's actually loving me back. I'm fit, forward, and aware of how my body moves and looks at every moment. Oh, and I'm so very comfortable with using that to my utmost advantage!
Lately, I'm eating up knowledge of the opposite sex, his ways, mannerisms, preferences, and his manner of hunt, as if I'm a student all over again and only now taking sex so very seriously. I love hearing what they have to say, what they want, and how they go about getting it. I have new tools in my "box," so to speak. And oh, you can go ahead and sympathize for the poor bloke who's next in line.... His sexual life is going to flash before his deep and self-assured eyes!
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Tara's Trysts 
